Wednesday, December 1, 2010

These days.

Really feel like I'm in Welcome To The NHK. Yesterday the Puddi everywhere, & today I'm imagining everyone is laughing at me. I failed to give my all of my presentation today. My throat just locked up and my body went numb. The fact that I have to look for work soon because my savings are running out doesn't help. WHAT DO ;_;

damn all my posts lately have been boohoo stories. I apologize.

7 comments:

Dialydose said...

Sorry to hear that, sounds like things are getting pretty tough for you. I hope you manage to pull through, the only thing I can day is try to take thing one day at a time, and don't let everything overwhelm you too much. Take it easy when you can, and best of luck with everything!

Hip-Hop Hikikomori said...

I cannot take it easy like this.

Sounds tough, man. I've never been in your situation, so I can't really say.

I'd just ride the wave wherever it takes me, even if that means ending up on a desolate island.

Cpt.Awesome said...

Your situation is one of the reasons holding me back from trying to go back to school.

Will your parents take care of you if things don't work out?

Eggs Hardlego said...

>Your situation is one of the reasons holding me back from trying to go back to school.

This. Well, that and other things. I love learning and all that, and if I could have gone to school and just sat there and LEARNED and wrote papers or whatever, great. But I'm not getting up and giving speeches and academic performances for people. Screw that.

Link said...

>look for work
>savings are running out

Whenever that crosses my mind I just try to forget about it. Probably not a good advice, though.

Hope everything turns out okay. And take it easy.

Jerry said...

Your situation sounds bad and it really does correlate with Welcome To The NHK. Hopefully you can pull through.

Sorry I don't have any advice.

Chiyo's Dad said...

>& today I'm imagining everyone is laughing at me

I go through periods like this at times, often actually. You're not alone. I know how bad it feels.

I'm sorry to hear about the presentation. It's not your fault though; please don't beat yourself up over it.

I really don't know what advice to give; I apologize. Try to take things one step at a time, and don't lose hope. I wish you the best of luck and send you ultra-happy good vibes.